crazy dream and an interesting day

Ok I gotta write down this dream before going into what happened yesterday. Since my dream was soooo crazy.

For some reason I'm an assassain and I infiltrated a building and I guess I'm trying to kill another assassain or something. So I'm walking around all cautiously since I don't want to be caught. I go through a door and a security guard is behind it and we both point our guns at our heads. Then for some reason we have a quick draw thing and I win and I kill the guy. So then I take his gun and check it to see how many bullets it has then continue on in the building. I'm walking in some sort of quad in the building with a bunch of glass windows around and I guess the other assassain has a sniper rifle since they tried to shoot me from far away. So they shoot me and I dodge it and fire blindly at where the shot came from and end up using up most of my bullets. Then I start running to catch the other assassain and I look out a window and see that they're using a grappling hook to go to another level of the building. This is where the dream gets a little crazy. It turns out that I have spiderman powers and can climb on walls. So I chase the assassain up the building by climbing up the side of the building. Eventually I catch up with the assassain and we fight and I end up winning by choking him to death. Then I wake up. Crazy dream, huh?

Let's see the day started off with me and Joe going to watch dragonboating. So we watched a few races then we went to super autobacs with me, Joe, and Russell and looked around. Then we went to Autozone. After that we went to a tofu bowel house with Randy, Allison, Tiffany, Wayne, Derek, and Pam. Then people started to leave so me, Joe, Russell, and Randy are trying to think of something to do. Then we go to Russell's house to figure out something, but Randy had to go watch a movie with his coworker. So me, Joe, and Russell are just sitting in Russell's room and then we come up with a crazy idea of tying a rope to Russell's car and pulling Joe with it while he wears rollerblades. We went around a few times around Russell's neighborhood and some people were just staring at us all weird and stuff and I heard a little girl say "what are they doooooing?" That was some good stuff. After we went around a few times we made music videos with "Welcome to my Life" and it was so hilarious. Then I did some naruto stuff too to naruto music. What a day.

saddness

Saddness...an interesting feeling that can be brought upon by just about anything: a bad day, sad movie, tragic event, death, etc. The reason why I decided to dedicate this post to saddness is because for some odd reason I've been feeling it a lot the past few days and I want to sort of explore the reasoning behind saddness and to sort of reflect upon it too.

As I stated above saddness can be caused by some sort of stimulus, but oddly enough for me the past few days I've just been feeling sad just for no particular reason. This I cannot really explain why. I thought of the possible reasons that I could be sad yet none of them had any relevance to the cause of my saddness. So it kinda sucked for me these past few days since for no reason I've just been sad for no reason. This kinda lead to me being mad/frustrated since I could not figure out why I felt so sad and it was hard for me to feel any joy. Although there were some points where I had fun and enjoyed myself and that was probably when I was able to go out. Other than that I was I guess you could say miserable.

The saddness that I've been feeling for the past few days is a very particular feeling since its not the type of saddness where you can just cry it off and feel better later. This sort of saddness sort of stuck and only seemed to serve to make me miserable. Its a rather odd feeling this saddness that I felt for the past few days. It felt as if there were a huge lump of saddness inside me and it just weighed me down. The only way that seemed to stave off the saddness was when I found ways to distract myself such as playing video games, WOW, or anything that would seem to get my mind from thinking about it. Unfortunately after I'm done with whatever I'm doing the saddness just comes right back.

Anyway just wanted to reflect upon this really interesting feeling that I've had for the past few days. For anyone who cares I'm doing better now not so sad now. Sorry to all those people who are now probably depressed since you read such a depressing post. Alright later.

I'm Back...

Hey everyone I'm back from my trip to Mississippi. It was quite rainy over there, but when it wasn't raining it was hot. Average 93 degrees on any day due to the high humidity. Hope everyone had a fun Fourth of July. I had a great one over in Mississippi. Got to shoot fireworks over there :D. I even got into a bottle rocket/fire cracker war with my dad and my uncle. Fun but very scary. Anyways just want to let anyone who cares that I'm back. I'll probably go into a more detailed version of my trip in Mississippi. Later

Mississippi

Well by this time tomorrow I'll be in Mississippi. I'll be gone for two weeks so for anyone who cares I'll be back July 16. Alright well I still got to finish packing so later everyone and have a great 4 of July.

Edit: I won't have any computer access during my stay in Mississippi so I won't be on aim, but hopefully I'll get a decent signal on my cell.