the writer is cool

since i'm such a lazy bum to update this, someone else is going to update this without my permission. two weekends ago hung out and ate dinner with friends, and attempted to go clubbing where we ended up just driving around socal for hours.

for vday went out to eat at TGIF and later at Applebee's with a few couple of friends.

four five more weeks of school left of the quarter. writting a 7pg essay due on the same day as an ochem midterm stinks.

yup, the writer is very cool. 8)

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Do you ever feel like at times your just so overwhelmed with stuff that you can't help but breakdown?

eh...

Feeling a little meh just because my allergies are acting up again and that means tons of sneezing and tons of me blowing my nose. Anyways I kinda sort of thought up a quote that can apply to people who are trying to be nice and sensitive in this world full of cruelty, but I'm not too sure if it makes sense but hey its 2:42am. So here goes...It hurts knowing how much I care to find out how little you care.

I'll expand more on this when I'm in a mindset that I'm able to think properly, but then again sense when have I ever been able to think properly.

Another Crazy Dream

So far it seems that I only remember the dreams that are really crazy/dramatic/scary. Last night I had a really crazy dream. I think it may have been due to the stress since I had two midterms later that day, so maybe thats how these crazy dreams manifest themselves.

Anyways in my dream there was one constant thing throughout it and it was kinda scary. In my dream I am being chased by a serial killer or an escaped con, I don't really know why. The dream starts out me just running around in a city and jumping from rooftop to rooftop and running through alleys to get away from the killer. Almost everywhere I go he is always one step behind me and I'm panicing. Then my dream seems to shift to Twisted Metal, a video game, once I get into a car to try and drive away. I remember trying to kill the other cars like in the game, but then I remember that I have to get away from the killer because he's still trying to get me. Then I think it shifts to inside a warehouse where I think I'm safe, but from some reason I can see a vent and then I see the killer. Then I'm panicing again and trying to find a way out. Then at the end of my dream I'm grabbed by someone and they're asking me where some guy is, I think the guy chasing me, I think the name he was asking for started with at "T" well the guy is yelling at me and he's holding my shirt and kinda shaking me. Then I wake up all in a sweat and half panic. Weird dream huh?