RIP Spaz

This post is in memory of Spaz our pet rabbit, a Dwarf Holland Lop. I wanted to make this post so that I can remember when he passed away. I was in the same room as him and I was watching him before I went to sleep because he had just undergone surgery for a tooth abscess removal. Spaz was acting lethargic and would move around occasionally. At the moment we do not know why he passed away. Before he passed away he started to convulse around 1:40am and I went and held him because I was worried and I said his name a few times then he went limp and it took me a couple of minutes to realize that he had passed away. We plan to bury him later on in a shoebox with notes from all of my family to him.

Enough of the sad part. This will be part of what I will write to Spaz.

Dear Spaz,

When we got you from the shelter we knew of your poopy butt and that we would have to clean it almost weekly. To which we did with a spray bottle, then we used a pair of small scissors to clip off the poop. You would always lick us and would lick our faces and Jeffrey would always lick your head back. Spaz you always loved to eat your food, we could always count on you eating everything we put in front of you. You would sit in front of the pellets or veggies we put in front of you and sit and eat until you were full. With you chip in your ear you resembled Boss from Hamtaro. You were always so calm wherever we took you and you had a mellow aura to you. I'm sorry Spaz that you could not have had more time with us, but God probably determined it was your time to go. I know now you're in heaven now with Moppit and you'll get to know Fluffy and Bubba as well, along with our grandma and grandpas in heaven as well. With a heavy heart Spaz I say farewell.

A Reflection...

Been a long while since I have blogged. Summer so far has been fun, as it comes to a close I must get myself to study for my milestone exam.

A reflection that I had recently pertains to relationships, it may be more of a saying of sorts but here goes. That in relationships it takes two individuals for it to work, but to end a relationship it only takes one person. Since when people are in relationships I don't know if that they don't know that the ultimate goal of it is to find out if the person you are dating is the person you will marry. If no one else thinks this then I must be really old fashioned but that is my view. While people are in relationships they have to both work at it in order to get to know the other individual. Some people may hope to hear their significant other tell them "I love you," which is the best in a relationship. However one must never stop trying to make the relationship work, because if one does then it may fail. The one who ends the relationship may say "it just won't work out between us," or they may have been unfaithful and as a result dump you, or they just get fed up with trying.

A personal motto of mine is to always work hard at whatever I do and that if I need to improve something then I can learn and fix it. I find it sad when people decide to end relationships because they don't want to try or because it's too difficult to keep the relationship going. Since just as life is difficult at times but if you work really hard then you will be rewarded for it. The same is true with relationships if you work through the problems and get through the hardships then what you got is something to be treasured.

Just a reflection that I had and wanted to document, no idea if anyone still reads my blog though. Although it does help to put my reflections down on something so its not bottled up in my mind. Since when I think too much about stuff it kinda gets me down, but I always try to look toward a better future. Since a Daily Bread devotional I read said "now is not forever," so whatever is getting you down or causing you pain in your heart it won't last forever and it will get better in time.