Nice Guy

Gonna take a short break from writing my paper to reflect upon stuff...

The "nice guy" or nice people in this world, they always seem to finish last. I suppose the reason for this is that they try to take care of other people's problems with no regard of their own. Although from some of my observations there are barely any nice people here in this world. Everyone seems to be so caught up in their own lives that they do not even care about other people. It seems that this world is full of mean people.

For example a while ago when I was going to the doctor with my mom I looked over into the next car and I see this black guy. I sort of stared into space in his general direction, so I guess he got pissed and he flicked me off. He did this why? Because I was bothering him? Or was he being mean just because I was staring at him. Anyways my response to him was just a wave as we passed by him.

Whatever happened to a wave back or a smile. Oh well, this reflection/rant must seem very ridiculous to my readers of my blog. Meh...that's why I write to rave, rant, or reflect. Back to the subject. I suppose the reason why there aren't any more nice people out in the world is because its human nature to be selfish. So that we only care about our own agendas and interest. I even find myself acting selfish because I try to accomplish my agenda/goals. Despite my efforts to try to be a nice guy. So I don't know if I truely am a nice guy. Oh well, I guess I'll do my best to help others and to be there for my friends and to exercise common courtesy. This may seem like bs, but I do try to do those things to the best of my abilities.
Later