Ranting

Have you ever been mad/angry/frustrated with the way you acted at one particular moment. Lately, I've been thinking about my behavior in the past and to me it seems that I acted like a fool/jerk/idiot. Thinking back to my past experiences and stuff is kind of like watching a movie, and you know those people who shout out comments to the screen/tv, well I kinda feel like that. Except I'm shouting comments to myself in my head at how stupid of me it was to act that way and stuff. Argh...sometimes I piss myself off the way I behave. I really wish that I could change myself so that I can act more appropiately in that moment. I'm amazed that people have the patience to put up with me. I should thank those people who've put up with me. Thanks guys for putting up with me when I behave like a jerk/fool/idiot. I'm just ranting because my walk failed to clear my mind of this, but I'm fine now.