20...

Wow I'm 20, yea I know my birthday was about a week ago but I still wanna reflect about this stuff.

20 years old means that I'm no longer a teenager I really don't feel that old until I look at my kid brother who is 8 years younger than me. The fact that this year my kid brother will be 12 makes me feel old because I remember when I was 12 that I was thinking one more year and I'll finally be a teenager. Now that I'm leaving the teen range and moving on to the 20's and eventually the 30's makes me feel a little old.

I remembered when I was 17 the only thing I was excited about was that I could go buy lottery tickets, and since I don't smoke I wasn't excited that I was able to buy cigarettes. Since I've turned 20 its only one more year before I can legally drink. Then I can go out with my friends to a bar and then get an appletini. Oh well until then I guess I'll have to get used to the idea that I'm no longer a teenager and moving onward towards adulthood.

Edit: when I say go out and drink I mean probably once or something since I'm not too sure if I'll like drinking.