Views of this World

Haven't posted anything in a while so might as well do a post before I go to sleep. Guess I'll discuss something that's been on my mind a lot. It goes something like this...

How I seem to continue to witness all the bad things in this world, and that I have to put up with it all. Many things in this world seem so ugly and sad, perhaps I've become a cynical man. That could be true. Unfortunately, my kind nature continues to hope that there is still some good left. It is this kind nature that causes me disappointment whenever I am proved that the world is still cruel and that there is no exceptions or changes.

Sometimes I wonder why I hold onto my kind nature when the world is going to just smack me in the face. I'm surprised that I've held onto it for this long. I could have been consumed by what this world represents and act like the rest of society. If I were consumed by this world's plight then it would probably be much easier to live and survive and living would be less painful.

I continued to wonder why should I carry on with a kind nature when people like me would probably be taken advantage of, put down, or laughed at. I was really puzzled until I read a bible verse that said "do not become overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good." This helped me reaffirm my beliefs in my kind nature and give me strength to carry on.

Despite all the pain and suffering that I have had to endure this year and previous years, I will endure all of it and overcome it all. If I'm battered and beaten I'll continue to stand up and walk my path. I'll let all the world see me and my scars from my pain and show them that I can live and succeed.