Reflecting again...

Had an odd dream last night I will try to recount it as best I can, since it was not a good dream.

For some odd reason I was with some people, can't remember if they were friends or not, and we were running around trying to set stuff up for something.  There was this urgency about properly setting up, and a fear of something.  I think it was something to do with imps, trolls, or gnomes.  Or some other small creature that can be scary.  We were trying to set up so there were less hiding spaces for them, and there was the knowledge that we knew they appeared in the dark.  Towards the end of my dream we were in a small room, maybe a bathroom and the lights went out in the room and we all ran out for we knew they wouldn't be far behind.  As we were running out I was shot for some reason and for some reason I knew it went through my lung.  Oddly enough the thought of dying that way was a relief, even though I can't explain why.  The wound did not hurt and nor was I gasping for breath.  I sort of slumped down and then that was when I woke up.

Don't really know what to make of this dream.  I barely remember my dreams and when I do the dreams are either cryptic or sort of deja vu since some things I see in my dreams occur sometime in the future, or the dreams are bad dreams.

On another note I could be homesick.  Since it sucks being away from home and with no too many people to hang out with.  I interact with my roommate but other than that I feel lonely.  I know I can call or text people, but I think in an older post I may have mentioned something that I don't want to be a bother or burden on others.  I know that they are there for me, its just I don't want to bring them down if they are having fun at the moment. This is one aspect I need to improve upon myself.

Another reason I feel off is I miss home since its my brother's, Jeff's, birthday today and I'm bummed I can't celebrate it with him. Almost 2am should shower and sleep, had some camomile tea, making me feel sleepy and tired.  Night.