Homesick

Have been feeling a bit off of late, at first thought it was because I was tired from work. Upon further reflection today I came to a realization that it may be due to homesickness that I'm feeling. Guess I miss home, friends, and family. When I think about it I haven't really been home for longer than 2 weeks. It may be that I'm missing things that I don't have here in South Dakota, since I'm living in small town that doesn't have a Walmart or Target. There are times I want to try to talk to friends, but I know that everyone has their own things they are dealing with and I don't want to dump things upon them when I'm going through trouble. I know its not great, but guess replies in the past from people makes me feel that I shouldn't bother them and deal with it in my own way. I would tell my parents but I don't really want to worry my mom or dad. Just something that I must deal with and figure out myself.

An analogy could be is that I'm feeling like how I'm an outcast in this society. The analogy is how Naruto is treated by everyone and how he is shunned by everyone. Sometimes I wish that I could fit in better to feel like I belong. Gonna be a shorter post since I should sleep soon.