Summer

Wow, just about a whole week of summer has just past. For the most part its been quite boring, unless I go out and hang out with friends. Otherwise I'm just stuck at home. Dang I really do need a job or something to keep me busy for the most part of the day. I could go out somewhere and try to write some of my poetry, but lately its been difficult to get inspiration so kinda meh on writing some poetry unless i get any inspiration anytime soon. Anyway that's how my summer's been going lately. How has your summer been?

College has been over for about a week and I miss all the ucr friends that I've made. Its kinda hard not to think about them at times when I walk out my door. Since everyone would be just a walk down the hall, now everyone is back at their respectful homes and its kinda hard to see them now. Even back at home people are going vactioning and I won't be seeing them for a while. So its kinda sad but at times I feel alone.

I don't know why I feel this way. Even though I know that I shouldn't feel this way. I guess I can't stop feeling this way since lately I've had a lot of time to sit and reflect, and usually when I start to reflect I kinda get sad/depressed. So I suppose that this feeling of being alone is a result of this. Anyways I apologize to my readers who've read this entire depressing post, but I just had to get it out of my system.