Yo

Been a long time since I last posted something on my blog, been really busy with lots of stuff. Guess people must get bored when they see I haven't posted in about 3 or so months. Guess I wanted to post something since I haven't posted in a while.

I always think that life is interesting, the way things turn out and such. Since I feel that nothing that happens in life is an accident. All the conversations that people have and interactions are not coincidences. I feel that in our lives that God has a plan for each and everyone of us and that our actions almost follow it. I say almost follow it because since we are humans and we have free will we make choices in our lives. Whether they are good or bad choices it is as God has planned for us.

Lately, I've been hung up on the past on events that happened to me two years ago and a year ago. I guess when I think back to those events I wonder "what if this had happened?" would the outcome have been different. I know saying this seems to go against what I said above but in truth I do think about those past events and feel what would've happened if it had gone differently? Although from reading a Daily Bread, daily Bible readings, I know that I can't do anything about the past or my future. Since there is nothing I can do to control either past or future. That I should focus on the present since the one thing I can control is my attitude and myself at the moment. Sometimes it is difficult to follow that since my thoughts do tend to stray to thinking about the past and future.

Well anyways I think as a result of school I have developed insomnia since at the moment I'm awake now and I consider this "early" for the night. I really should get my sleep schedule under control since having insomnia isn't good. Sometimes I feel like Edward Norton from Fight Club since he had insomnia in that movie, but minus the split personality part. Hopefully during winter break I can get my sleep schedule back on track since insomnia kinda sucks.