Odd Feeling

Wow a blog post in the middle of the day, amazing. Guess its to document something for myself for future reference.

Lately, I have been feeling off. I feel an odd feeling, I don't know what it is really. I just know that it has been interfering with my concentration and my sleep. I don't think the feeling is homesickness since I would miss home, but I feel as if I'm in insomnia mode. I feel I guess you could describe it at a loss, empty, the gnawing feeling of sadness. Or rather the feeling I have tends to make me feel down, despite my best efforts to cheer myself up I start to feel down again.

I don't know why or understand the reason I am feeling this way. All I know is that I don't like feeling this way. Perhaps it would explain my recent streak of insomnia lately. This feeling has a tugging or gnawing feel to which I feel I have to fight off. Although so far no matter how well I seem to fight it off, the odd feeling creeps right back on me. Perhaps I could be in a slump? A tad bit depressed maybe? I don't think I'm depressed since I don't exhibit all the symptoms. Not too sure but I'm using my blog to document and keep this for future reference in case I feel this way again. It is not fun feeling this way, I wish I could stop feeling this way and get back into school mode and be ready to tackle everything that lies ahead. It just seems that this feeling keeps pulling at me despite my best efforts to concentrate. I hope I can overcome this odd feeling soon and not be consumed by it. Once again to my readers I apologize for another mopy post and I hope to feel better soon, but I shall continue to fight the good fight. Bye.